This week a particularly nasty stomach bug has infiltrated
our home. I will spare you the
details, but it has not been a pleasant experience. I spent most of yesterday trying to summon the energy to get
out of bed, which I managed to do a couple of times, immediately regretting
the decision each time.
The illness that I am experiencing this week is annoying but
not life-threatening.
Unfortunately, not all illness is so easily recovered from, and some
diseases have no recovery.
While we are healthy we don’t think about sickness. We sometimes pause to reflect on our
wellness when we see others suffer, but for the most part sickness seems alien
to us. Something is wrong. We know it happens, and it could happen
to us, but when it strikes, it seems so unfair.
Sickness brings with it a sense of vulnerability,
powerlessness, and a wonder of when it will end. We know that sickness have natural causes, even though there
are many of them that medical science still does not understand. We try to gain power over disease by
scientific discoveries, and while amazing strides have been made, there are
still so many diseases for which we don’t have a cure.
It is natural to feel pain and discomfort. Even animals do that. But we go further, we experience the conscious
or physical pain of thinking that this is not the natural order of things. We believe we are meant to be whole,
physically-functioning. As we get
older, we mourn the loss of previous capacities.
In sickness we feel powerless where we think we should be
powerful. Why do we have this
sense that we should be pain free and whole and that we should not decay as we
grow older?
We live in a world where sickness is so common, yet it is
strange that our ancient ancestors, who had little of the medical knowledge we
enjoy today, could imagine a world without it – a heaven.
You might argue that it was their longing for a pain-free
existence. But what from their physical world
inspired them to dream this up?
For them sickness and death were so much a part of life that imagining a
world without them would have been like imagining a world without sound. Perhaps then their inspiration was not solely drawn from the physical, material world.
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